I wonder what it would be like to look over your shoulder up to the ceiling and watch myself getting fucked. See the way your arse and back move as you pump your dick into my body, how my legs look from that angle, spread wide for you, my hands on you pulling you into me or on my legs, under my knees, holding myself open for you to plunder my body.
Or what about if I was alone, laying on the bed a glass dildo in hand, watching myself as I explore my body, tugging at my nipples, running my hand down over my stomach, finger tips brushing against my labia, opening my legs wider, feeling my cunt open for me. Watching in the mirror as I rub my clit and plunge the glass dildo in and out of my wetness. Eyes wide open looking straight up, a self-voyeurist delight hung on the ceiling above me.
It is a delicious thought.
I love mirrors. I love watching myself get fucked or even hotter being made to watch myself…
“Don’t close your eyes slut. Watch yourself. Watch yourself as I fuck you like the dirty bitch you are”
I discovered my love of watching myself masturbate when we were long distance. I would set my computer up in the bed and show him while I touched myself. In the corner of the big screen that showed him watching me intently was the little box that showed me myself. I would find myself flicking from his face to my my cunt and back again. It was during this time that I discovered that you can see my pussy pulse when I come. I wouldn’t want to go back to being long distance but watching myself masturbate in a mirror is something that I would happily do again.
So a mirror above the bed definitely appeals to my self voyeurism kink so much so that we have thought about trying to put one up but it is not as a easy as it sounds as mirrors are notoriously heavy but I also wonder if it being there all the time would dilute it’s power. I have a feeling that it would, that eventually you would stop ‘seeing’ and it would no longer be sexy but finding a hotel room with one, now that would be something I would totally be into. The dirty little voyeurist in me would spread her legs and open her eyes wide as she lay beneath it and watched herself getting fucked.
*Just so you know this image shows parts of my body that I really struggle with and so took a great deal of talking myself into posting it. I have always tried to be honest with my images and I want to push myself more in that department this year so this image is part of that drive.
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I need to remind myself that reading your blog at work could lead to complications! :-). I spent years having sex under the covers and not looking at my body. Being made to watch myself having sex in a mirror, allowing myself to be filmed having sex was a liberation on multiple levels. Thank you for inspiring self-love and self-appreciation.
Thank you for this lovely comment. It is taken a long time to be comfortable with my body but even now it can be a complicated relationship hence my comments about the picture.
Mollyx
Love the photo…. first thing I thought when I saw it was, “Wow she is beautiful! GO GIRL!”
Love your story too…. TFS!
La-
You look stunning and this photo is VERY sexy! I definitely understand those feels of vulnerability though. I’ve always struggled with sharing full body nudes due to some intense negative body image issue, and only just started uploading more during the last few months of 2018. Which has felt great, AND very scary.
So thank you for sharing this, and please rest assured that there are LOTS of folks, myself inclued, who think all of you is absolutely gorgeous.
I still can’t watch myself in a mirror or a camera. No matter how far I come with accepting my body as it is, that’s a step I can’t take.
All that being said, you look glorious in this image! I know how hard it must have been to post, but I am so very glad you did. You’re beautiful and amazing, and I hope you continue to scare yourself a little with the images you post. We all benefit when you do. XOXO
I totally get the draw of watching yourself…even with similar body issues, it’s still a turn on. And the image goal…I’m in a similar place. There’s honest…and then there’s “do I really look like that?” I’m pushing myself to accept myself in images and to share more of them, even when they make me uncomfortable. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder, and others often find us more beautiful than we find ourselves.
I love watching in a mirror too – at our home, we have an enormous one next to our bed – tilted so we can get max use from it. I think it is a very healthy thing to be able to find pleasure in doing this ;-)x
Such a beautiful photo and I loved your writing about mirrors. Brownie points to Michael for making you watch in the first instance. Thanks again for your bravery, it does help when our role models own up to body issues too. Xx
I loved your discussion on the mirror/ watching yourself issue. I’m curious but not made myself look, although I’ve been planning to try to film myself at play looking out for that ‘pulse’ you discussed. I like the idea of being made to watch, that’s got a sexy appeal. My OH said watching the glass dildo go in and out of me is very horny – I need to see that at some point!
I love this image of you, voluptuous is the word that springs to mind and I promise, even if you aren’t feeling confident, you’re projecting it. I wouldn’t have guessed you had body issues so kudos for your bravery, and wow! Your breast looks absolutely divine – it’s calling for attention. Michael’s a lucky fella!
I remember being made to watch by a very loving and caring lover. He’d stand behind me as he played with my cunt and tits in front of the full length mirror and tell me to watch and as I watched and felt his hands, his cock pressed more and more into my back, he lifted me to tip toes so it was closer to my cunt and arse. And tell me over and over – this is what I see, this is what I see does to me. It boosted my confidence so much and helped me associate my body with arousal. So that when he made me sit legs astride in front of the mirror to get a close up of my cunt and tell me to masturbate I could not only embrace my folds of my cunt but also my belly … thank you for bringing back that memory for me.
Watching myself is a little difficult for me. I can’t even listen to myself speak. I feel embarrassed and like maybe I’m unnatural. Thank you for sharing your photo. I love it