I am a self-confessed cumslut.
I am a self-confessed lover of cock.
I love it when he stands or kneels over me and cums on me. I love seeing his hand wrapped firmly round his cock. I fucking love watching the semen coming out. I adore how it feels on my skin, the way it looks when it dries and finally I get to peel it off and eat it.
The idea of a large group of men all coming on me (Bukkake) should totally rock my slutty little heart and yet…
The idea of a group of men all standing around me masturbating is definitely a turn on. In my head they are talking about me to one another. Commenting on my sluttiness, how much they would like to fuck me, wondering what my cunt feels like, could I manage more than one at a time, how many cocks would I take before I got to sore… You get the idea right?
There is definitely some touching, fingers sliding into me, they comment on how wet I am, they decide who is going to go first, some of them hold my legs while the chosen man positions himself between them and pushes into me. The others watch, stroking their dicks in a slow, almost lazy manner. They ask the guy fucking me how I feel. He tells me, they all smile. No one is rushing; for some reason that makes it even hotter for me. They are not overly aggressive; their language while crude at times is also oddly appreciative and considered. This is not a group of delinquent thugs but a collection of discerning gentlemen.
Remember this is my fantasy; I get to play it exactly how I like it. These faceless men are pawns in my masturbatory game, they do my bidding, by being exactly what I want them to be, they say the right thing, at the right time, while touching me exactly how I want. It is all fucking gloriously hot and perfect and it makes me come and then I roll over and go to sleep, or get up and start my day, or get out of the bath and dry myself. My masturbatory companions cast aside having never reached their own orgasmic moment
I never ever get to the part of this fantasy where they orgasm. What a selfish little fantasist I am…
I just stepped away from this piece briefly and ended up talking to Michael about what I had written so far and he said, so if it was Robert Downey Jr, Mark Ruffalo and Pierce Brosnan you wouldn’t want them to jizz all over you?
After a few brief moments to ponder the thought of such a delicious trio wanking over me while I lay at their feet I can tell you the honest answer is yes I absolutely fucking would want them to shoot their respective loads all over me.
Why my fantasies have never really strayed to this I don’t know but the idea of it definitely does work for me. Would I actually want to act it out? Maybe, the right set up with the right people and I think it would be a big ole yes from me. A large group of just random dudes emptying their balls on me just does not appeal but a select group, well that might be a different thing altogether and yet I still think this is something that I am happy to explore in the abstract. There are certainly times when Michael has whispered versions of this into my ear while we are having sex and it definitely makes me squirm and groan and yet if he suddenly announced it was going to happen for real I know I would have my reservations. I think it is the practicalities that would kill it for me, the sexual health aspect of it and the fact that I am not on any form of contraception. I know the risks would be incredibly low and clearly if it was all directed at breasts and face they wouldn’t exist at all and yet I think I would find it hard to not be constantly reminding the gentlemen of this situation that it would totally and utterly kill it for everyone.
Maybe some things are just best left to a vivid imagination and to be honest when it comes to jizz I am very happy being Michael’s little cumslut. Oh and as far as he is concerned that little dimple/dent at the top of my ass was created just for him to cum on.