I must admit I am enjoying ML Slave Puppets new rope meme. This week the task is a chest harness. In these days of social isolation it is giving me something to do that is a challenge but also has me getting my camera out to capture the results.
Last week Michael helped with the tie but this week he was not really in the mood. Rope has never really been his thing which is why it has not ever really featured here on my blog, up till now.
So my choices are either give up or do it myself. I went for the DIY option this week and I am rather pleased with the results especially because today my upper arms and the muscles across my back and down both my sides are literally screaming at me as a result of the weight circuit training I did in my garden yesterday. Twisting my arms round my back and trying to follow the instructions at the same time was made all the more challenging by that fact those muscles are sore and tight but I was determined to complete my mission
And complete it I damn well did.
I am not going to show you that back because it was far from perfect but it was tied. I actually had to go and get Michael to untie it once I was done because I had done such a good job. Having said that I now kind of wish I had taken a picture of the back because considering I tied it myself I actually think it looked OK. The only bit I couldn’t do was the final finish that weaved up between the shoulder blades on the Shinju chest harness. My hands don’t tend to go that far round and high up my back at the best of times and certainly not when everything aches like it does today.
I just wished it ached for another reason.
I wished it ached because I fought him.
I wish I ached because he had won and held me down and beaten me black and blue.
I wish my nipple were sore because he had pulled and twisted on them until I cried out in protest.
I wish I ached because of the bruises he had left littered across my flesh.
I wish my thigh hurt from where he had driven me down onto my knees.
I wish my lips were sore and my jaw tender from where he prided it open and relentless fucked my mouth.
I wish we had to wash the rope afterwards because it was covered in his come.
I wish he had tied this chest harness on me.
He didn’t. Not this time, but one day he will.
Today though, I am just happy and glad I did because it made me feel good and also reminded me that despite being in my late 40’s and not exactly toned and trim my body actually looks rather lovely when trussed up in a bit of rope.
Today has mostly been a really tough day. I am tired and emotional and quite frankly I hate everything right now. But today was made better by rope and I am glad I spent the time on myself and just tried to forget about everything else just for a tiny little bit.
Such a great picture!
This picture and your body looks amazing in this harness. It looks rather rough, ready for a tough play session or to be used. I love that you made this black and white and the sharp contrast between the very bright and the very dark.
And damn, I wish you had taken a picture of the back as I’m really curious now. I love that your harness was so effective that you had to get Michael to untie you. The shinju sounds like such a challenge, I can already see myself getting stuck in the frustration of it but your post and picture make me so excited to try it now.
And then I was struck by your aching and I can really feel that. That primal need, almost and the inability to have it fulfilled right now. I hope you will write about it when this is possible again. I’m so glad that rope made your day better and chose to spend that time on yourself. I need to do this and perhaps I will tomorrow.
Your harness looks good and I don’t think I could do one myself so well done. ?
It looks beautifully bound in rope, great picture BTW. We will be trying this tie too and I really love having the motivation to get back into rope too.
That is such a fabulous photograph Molly. The ropework is really good and you just look so incredibly hot. And to have this image coupled with your words, especially your wish list, well it’s just made my day, like yours, so much better. xx
I really love this image of you. I am always in awe of self-ties, and still want to try it myself too, but things are just too hectic at this moment. I am working almost double the hours I normally do. Sadly, I know all about bad days too. Hang in there, this thing will eventually be over… we just need to be positive. And in the meantime… ROPE!
Nice tie! I like this photo a lot. Hope your day got better.
[…] rope image I really love is the one Molly has shared for the second Tie Me Up Tuesday: Harnessing myself. A beautiful black and white image of a self-tied chest […]
This is a stunning image and well done for tying yourself up so well you got yourself stuck *laughs
And does it really matter how the back looks, or any of it for that matter? Functional rope for the win.
You tied that harness and took a gorgeous shot of yourself too? Girl, you’re the queen! But I know what you mean about missing people far away… big virtual hug to you. Xo
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