15th June 2011

I want to be fucked. I want cock and hands and fingers and tongue. I want my clothes to be ripped from my body in His urgency to get at me. I want to be kissed until my lips are bruised and sore and I am gasping for breath. I want to be bitten, bruises, beaten and battered until I am weak and the fight in me has been turned to submission.

I want hands on my flesh, touching, caressing, twisting, probing, spanking and marking. I want to fight back, push Him away, growl at him, and make him MAKE me give in. I want to swear and snarl and kick and scratch. I want to be held down and taken like the filthy little whore that I am.

I want to dribble and cry and beg and plead. I want the juices to flow from body down my thighs, over his fingers and hands drenching both us with them. I want to feel His cock buried in me, my wetness coating him, running down his cock and onto his balls where I can lick it off after he has finished with me.

I want His cum on my face, my lips and my tits. I want it to fill my cunt until I can take no more and then I want to feel it running down my thighs as I suck Him clean afterwards. I want to be dirty, and dirtied, used and abused until I am broken and exhausted.

I want to ache; I want to get to the place where I can take no more. I want to KNOW that I have been used in the way I was meant to be. I want rope marks on my wrist, belt marks on my arse, bite marks on my shoulders and cum marks on my face.

I want to lie in my bed with my pussy throbbing and aching from use. I want every muscle in my body to be screaming at me, STOP! I want to be left shaking and shivering and twitching, crying and sobbing at the pure relief and release of finally being broken again.

I want it all, so very badly that at times I have even thought about finding it elsewhere. Could any cock do that for me, could any man make me feel like that, could it bring the peace that I so long for? In a former life the answer would have been without a moment’s hesitation, YES! But now things are different, now I know, however much I crave a cock, none is going to be able to give me what I want. They may scratch the itch just for a fleeting moment, but what happens when you scratch an itch, they just get itchier, or so I have found. Finding a cock is not going to make me feel better, however much my body is telling me something different, I know the difference between a few lost moments of fucking and that deep-seated satisfaction that HIS touch brings me.

So I shall carry on, doing what it is I have done for the last year or so and wait. I shall continue to practice perseverance; I shall deny myself a few moments of fleeting pleasure in the hope that one day soon I will be rewarded with total, day after day, moment after moment pleasure, in the right man’s arms.


Ps…It is Wednesday again and so you know what that mean…and this weeks writing prompt was #practice

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Clive June 15, 2011 - 10:08 am

Wow that was a sizzling post – A lady in wanting. Hang in there Molly xxx

Angel June 15, 2011 - 11:20 am

*swallows* What she said!

Very descriptive Honey. I love it!

Gemma Jones June 15, 2011 - 12:50 pm

I love it!! So hot.

ddd June 15, 2011 - 1:12 pm

Okay, I’m soooooooo behind on everything, but this photo is AMAZING. Fucking hot as shit. Molly, you’ve done it again!

KaziGrrl June 15, 2011 - 1:18 pm

Sizzling indeed… and describes the angst perfectly! πŸ™‚

Athena June 15, 2011 - 4:58 pm

Oh yes, I can relate. Both hot and touching. And I love the pic!

Stranded June 15, 2011 - 6:08 pm

Nice…the images I get from this have me shivering, m’lady.

Buddha June 15, 2011 - 9:48 pm

Mmm. Delicious.

Erika Moran June 15, 2011 - 10:30 pm

So beautifully and totally submissive, so honest and to the point, and so pleasing.

Loved it Molly,

xx Erika

Hubman June 15, 2011 - 10:50 pm

Sounds like a girl who knows what she wants!

paula.harris June 15, 2011 - 11:15 pm

Scrumptious , as always Molly. πŸ™‚ xx

Amber June 16, 2011 - 12:26 am

Great post! This should be required reading for men…

V June 16, 2011 - 12:50 am

BIG KISSES Molls… I’m keeping my fingers crossed for both of you.

See you soon.

Jezzy June 16, 2011 - 3:26 am

that picture is so incredibly sensual, i love it. your ultimate submission even through your doubt and wondering is powerful and sexy.

i love the way you write. i can’t wait to read more.


Elizabeth N. Spire June 16, 2011 - 11:36 am

An amazing photo and utterly compelling writing, the right man makes all the difference in the world!

Liz x

G&N June 16, 2011 - 12:11 pm

mmm, it’s nice to see that you are so wet n horny again.
We loved your posts back in March before his arrival, for example


where you could not stop spreading your legs, squeezing your cunt and fingering yourself and being constantly on the edge to orgasm,but without giving to yourself the pleasure of release. Just peparing yourself for what would happen on Saturday…

We see that you are aain in the same need. Let’s see to what posts and photos this could bring you to this time…

Twisted Finger July 4, 2011 - 4:28 am

Wow, nice pose.

HerMan67 November 14, 2019 - 2:37 pm

Wow! Rock Hard! My wife handed me her phone and told me to read. She freed my cock and began to suck me. She drained me without spilling a drop. She walked upstairs where she is waiting for her next reward.
Thanks, you just got 2 new followers.


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