20th June 2012
The prompt this week for Wicked Wednesday is …I sent him (her) an email… immediately it got me thinking of all the emails that Sir and I exchanged over the many months of our long distance relationship. For those of you who don’t know; we meet online (on a website site that is unfortunately no more). It started as a friendship, neither of us was expecting to find someone, but it quickly developed into something much deeper and after about 2 months we were making plans to meet in real life.
After 5 months of on-line only I finally made the big trip to the USA so we could actually meet in person. It was the best risk I have ever taken and led me to the man who is now my husband, it also led to another 18 months of us living thousand of miles apart and travelling as often as we could to see each other and so when I saw the prompt for this week’s Wicked Wednesday I knew I had tons and tons of saved emails that I could potentially use.
I was right, there were tons of them. Some from me and some from him, one-off passing comments and whole threads of emails that lasted weeks and weeks and a few that even went back and forth over a couple of months. There were funny ones, sexy ones, sad ones, lonely ones, hot as fucking hell ones and deeply personally and emotional ones. I read and read, remembering those moments when I had written or received them. Some of them made me laugh, some of them made me terribly sad and some of them made me incredibly horny but none of them made me want to share them with you.
None of them seemed right for sharing and at first I was frustrated and confused as to why I couldn’t make any of them work here until suddenly I realised that these emails are not just emails; hot sexy emails, or lonely sad emails, or funny crazy emails but they are a deeply personal record of our life together. They are the intimate conversations of our life at that time. They are not meant to be shared.
But don’t despair as I did find one. This is the second picture I ever sent him of myself, the first one being of my face and the simple message that I got back in reply well, when you read it I am sure you will be able to image what effect it had on me…
From: [email protected]*********.com
To Signs: *********@live.com
What would you do with me?
From: Signs: *********@live.com
To [email protected]*********.com
Grrrr…. Use you for my pleasure until you were bruised, sore and exhausted…. and then do it all over again. FYI; not ‘would do with you’ but WILL do to you. Be ready…
He meant it too…
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