“An intense anticipation itself transforms possibility into reality; our desires being often but precursors of the things which we are capable of performing.” ~ Samuel Smiles
I started an Only Fans page. I have been thinking of doing it for absolute ages but I have a tendency to talk myself out of things. Who is going to want to see more of me? Why would anyone subscribe to my content? If I get past that then I am good at stalling myself with, well I don’t really know how or I am too busy to work on that right now.
But I finally managed to get past all my own road blocks and do it and I am so glad I did because I am really really enjoying it.
I have always loved being a creator, both writing but especially taking images. Sharing that content has always been a happy thing in my life. I love my work. Finding a new outlet for some of that has been exciting but also working with a new medium has been surprisingly fun too.
I never really felt very confident making videos although I happily made them for partners in the past. They just seemed like sexy things to share with a particular person as opposed to content for a wider audience but it turns out I rather like sharing it with a wider audience too.
Much to my surprise I find myself getting off on it. Like proper being turned on at the though of people watching me. It should be a surprise really as I have always found having a partner watch me wank to be insanely hot but there is a difference between sharing it with someone you are close to and a wider audience. And there is a difference but it is still fucking hot.
This image is a still from a video I posted on my Only Fans last week. If you would like to see the rest of the video then you can find on my OF page along with a lot of other sexy stuff.
I have no intention of not continuing to share my work here freely so don’t worry that things will start to change in that regard but I am having a lot of fun with this new platform and I hope that maybe some of you might like to come (and hopefully even cum) and join me there.