Two’s company but three’s a crowd. Or alternatively Two’s company but three’s have the potential for a lot of sexy fun. I use the word potential because clearly a great threesome requires the right three people. There must be connection, trust, communication a desire for one another and for some the right gender mix. Having said that a spur of the moment threesome can work, in my experience just as well as one you have spent time negotiating but the same applies really, everyone has to be totally up for it for it to work well.
I had my first MFM threesome in my mid 30’s. I was in a short but very debauched relationship with a guy who introduced me to swinging as well as other filthy activities. He set up my first threesome as a surprise (not something I would ever recommend doing by the way, really, just don’t do it) but luck and good judgement were on his side. He told me to meet him at a pub half between our respective homes. The place was packed but it was a warm summer evening and we found a seat in the garden. He went to buy drinks. While he was gone another man came over to me and introduced himself. He knew me name and clearly seemed to think I would be expecting him. When my partner returned I called him a bastard and he laughed. He had pretty much broken all the rules when it comes to setting up a threesome but it was not as if we had not talked the idea through many times and I also knew that if at any time I wanted to bail he would be absolutely fine with that. Sitting in that pub inbetween two men both of whom had a hand on one of thighs was a huge turn on and when our guest asked if we would like to come back to his place I was more than happy to agree.
That night I got to kneel in front of two men, holding a dick in each hand and then taking turns to suck them both. At the time it was one of the sluttiest filthiest things I had done and to say I loved it would be an understatement. The evening ended with me on all fours on the bed sucking off the guest while my partner fucked me from behind. I am not keen on the term spit-roast but for want of a better name that is exactly what it was and it was sexy as hell.
This memory is definitely one of my sexual highlights from that relationship.
We attempted to set up some other MFM threesomes after this one but sadly people are flaky or maybe commit to an idea and when it comes to the reality of doing it, chicken out. Would it surprise you to know that on at least 4 occasions we got stood up by men who apart from one we never heard from again? We did dabble around at a swingers club but those tended to involve more than 3 people and so for me this one experience really remains my only true MFM threesome.
I had my first FMF threesome with the same partner. We met her on a Swingers website, she suggested we meet for a drink and when we invited her back to my house she accepted. What ensued was a seriously hot couple of hours of fucking and sucking. However during the next couple of weeks after that encounter she pursued my then partner relentlessly. She even turned up at a swingers club one night when we were there having seen that we had put our names down to attend on an events page. I told my partner if he wanted to fuck her I was OK with it and when she followed him into the pool he did make out with her but when I appeared he made his excuses and got out. When I asked him what was going on he told me that some of the things she said just made him feel uncomfortable. It was only later that night when he got home that he revealed that she had made it very clear she had only come to the club to find him and that she had suggested that they could sneak off to her place together.
The moral of the story here is that be very sure about the person and what their expectations are before getting down and dirty with them because they can seem totally cool when in fact they are not.
Fast forward to more recent times and my relationship with Michael.
We were very lucky to have relationship with a woman whom we called our significant third. She was not bi-sexual and so while she and I never directly interacted sexually we both totally got off on sharing Michael. It was this relationship that made me realise just how fucking it hot it was for me to watch him with another woman. Laying on the bed next to them masturbating with my glass dildo, while watching them fuck, made me orgasm over and over again. However it was definitely more than just sex, she was a very special person to both of us and together the three of us had a lot of fun and all my memories from that time both in and out of the bedroom make me smile. We miss her.
Monogamy or monogamish?
Since then we have pretty much stuck to the monogamy part of our monogamish status (monogamish = being mainly monogamous especially in terms of romantic attachments but might be open to exploring with others if the possibility arose) and for the most part I am actually OK with that.
When it comes to MFM threesomes things are a bit more complex. Michael has written extensively about his jealousy issues when it comes to men. This is not just a little bit of the green-eyed monster either; this is a visceral reaction that comes from past traumatic experiences. Even though he can rationalise verbally that it is illogical, after all he would be fine with me having sex with another woman and I am fine with him having sex with another woman, the emotions he experiences are painful, overwhelming and uncontrollable. Seeing him try to battle them for me makes me love him all that bit harder because he wanted to give me the opportunity but I also found it hugely distressing. The one time when we even dabbled in that arena was the closest we have ever come to losing our way as a couple and despite the fact that the idea of a MFM threesome really is a huge turn on for me knowing that it has the potential to cause untold harm to him and ultimately to us makes the reality of actually doing it a far less sexy. That does not mean I don’t still find the idea of them sexy and that they are not often part of my masturbation fantasies but for now at least that is where they will stay.
However, FMF’s are a big turn on for both of us and they feature regularly in our sexual fantasy talk during sex and the idea of watching him fuck another women quite literally makes me wet. If the opportunity arose again with the right person and that really is the key detail, the right person, then we would definitely both be up for it. However as anyone who has ever considered, let alone managed to have a FMF threesome finding a woman who wants to join a couple is not an easy task but as my track record shows it is also not impossible.