“I am for those who believe in loose delights” ~ Walt Whitman
Sadly I can’t really seem to find anyone who would like to share in my loose delights with me. I am trying to collect my thoughts around dating and relationships before a write a proper post about it all but a summery is that the more I do it the more I realise that I hate dating. I appreciate that Covid has made it worse. I have basically given up at the moment as I don’t feel safe going out and meeting people when infections are spreading in such high numbers but even when that was not the case I can’t say I enjoyed it but I miss having any partners. Blimey I would settle for one right now let alone multiples.
Oh and ethical non-monogamny? That is another subject I am feeling unsure about too and need to compose my thoughts on more but so far I can’t say my experience of it has been that enjoyable or even particularly fruitful. Maybe it can all be blamed on Covid or maybe not and it’s not for me. I don’t know what the answers are but I need to find out if I am ever going to find someone to partake in my loose delights again!