Last weekend was the first time since Sinful Sunday started in 2011 that I didn’t join in. On Friday I kept trying to motivate myself to put a post together but as the weekend ticked by that slowly changed from this sense that I must do to, why must I do it? So why? Because it is what I do, but that is not good enough any more.
When Monday came round I found myself smiling. I missed a Sinful Sunday post and rather than feeling sad or like I had let myself down I felt happy. Maybe even liberated. What does this mean? I am not 100% sure of that but I am 90% sure…. give me a couple more weeks and let me see if I can find that missing 10% and I will come back to you.
For now…. I am smiling, where I am at feels good. Doing this needs to be more than just habit. Knowing that for sure feels like a weight has been lifted. What next?
Who knows, maybe more, maybe less, maybe something completely different…
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