On the receiving end

Like so many topics I have written about for Kink of the Week this is one that seems to be split into two possible scenarios. One of which peaks my interest and one of which leaves me cold. Let’s start with the latter

It can be summed up with one word; Pegging and the truth of the matter is that saying it leaves me cold is actually a massive understatement. That implies indifference when in fact the idea of pegging a man actually freaks me the fuck out. It not an aversion to bums, I will happily explore with my fingers whilst giving a blow job (if the man in question enjoys that) and I am even OK with rimming, although it is not on my list of ‘things I love’ to do, unlike sucking cock but nevertheless it is not on the hard limit list either.

I think my problem with pegging is wrapped up in my need to be the one being physically and mentally dominated and nowhere in my head can I find the idea of fucking a man in the arse with a strap-on would play to that need. Even if the guy was directing things, telling me to do it, somewhere in my head it would change how I felt about the power element of the relationship and forever alter it in a way that makes me think (I don’t know this sure as I have never been faced with it) I couldn’t ever be truly submissive to him again. I am aware that there are many dominant blokes who enjoy being pegged and I know in my rational brain that it does not make them any less dominant but for me being fucked in the arse makes me feel very sub and no matter what I do I cannot help project that onto any other possible situation. Luckily it not something that @domsigns has any interest in, as he often says, that part of his anatomy is most definitely exit only and I would be lying if I didn’t say that makes me very happy.

Now to the former and this can also be split into two different things, fucking another woman with a strap-on and being fucked by a woman with a strap-on. I am not going to go so far as to say I would never do the first one but it is not something that has ever really captured my imagination. I don’t ever fantasies about doing it, if I think about doing it the most I feel is curiosity but I do know that curiosity can be enough to tempt one to try something and when you do sometimes you discover something new about yourself. Having said all this I should also point out that recently @domsigns informed me that the idea of fucking me from behind while I fucked another girl with a strap-on seriously turned him on. As I already said it is not something that has ever really made me feel hot and yet that scenario with him = hot!

Hopefully you can see where this is heading, to the one thing about strap-ons that does seem really appeal to me and that is being fucked by another woman with one. However all my fantasies around this also involve @domsigns.

He is holding my legs open and telling her to fuck me. He holds me face down on the bed while she fucks me from behind. I am sitting on his lap and he holds my legs open wide so she can come and stand in between them and fuck me. I am astride him, his cock in my cunt, and he tells her to get the strap-on and fuck my arse. I am sandwiched between them, both my holes filled and they talk about how hot I am, how much they are enjoying using me. He tells her afterwards I will repay her kindness by making her cum with my mouth. She whispers into my ear that fucking me in the arse is making her wet and that she looks forward to feeling my hot mouth on her clit and my fingers in her cunt.

There are other slightly different versions of this but I think you get the picture and I am fairly sure my submissive kink is showing loud and proud as a result. I like to be used, I like to be held down and made to take it, I like penetration and I like being fucked. I like women and I love @domsigns. So yeah, this whole little fantasy totally works for me!