Tag archive: waiting
The Fabric Of Life
24th June 2011 I can’t see this shirt and not smile, no matter my mood it never fails to make me grin. Just like him this shirt is crazy and bold and happy. He is that type of person, no matter where he goes or what he is doing he loves to make people smile…
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Red Hot
19th June Can you see me? Lost in the darkness A ghostly shape by the fire Am I really here? Reach out and touch me Explore my flesh with touch Do your fingers tingle? Delve into my core Feel the molten heat Is this my fate? As I wait for your return To slowly fade…
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The Missing Piece
11th May 2011 I wonder if you have any idea how hard waiting is? This isn’t like waiting for a bus or a train and it is not even like waiting for a birthday or a holiday, the first two the waiting is fairly short-lived and the second two are made easier by time frames,…
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Searching On Sinful Sunday
24th April 2011 Once upon a time there was a little subbie who searched high and low for her Easter egg. She searched in the bathroom, but all she found were wet towels, she searched in the bedroom but all she found was an empty bed, she searched in the kitchen but all she found…
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Shadows
9th April Sometimes the longing grabs me, strange moments when I am least expecting it. Today, a beautifully warm spring day, the sun pouring in through the half closed curtained windows of my bedroom, the peace of the afternoon filling the room with the distance sound of traffic and of birdsong, I looked for my…
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Out Of Focus
28th February 2011 Do you sometimes think life has gone a little out of focus? Everything around you seems to be a little bit hazy or out of reach and your mind is a muddled mess of all the things you know you should be doing but somehow you never quite get round to any…
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Worth The Wait!
21st February 2010 “Now, where were we Slutmine?” “Sir?” “Oh come now my love, don’t tell me you have forgotten already?” “Forgotten Sir?” I reply, my brow furrowing in puzzlement. You chuckle as you take my chin between your fingers and tilt my face up to yours…. “Such a pretty little confused look, my darling…
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Knowing versus Believing
18th November 2010 In just under 24 hours he will be boarding his flight to the UK. I seem to be on a roller coaster of emotions today, one moment I am bouncy and excited, the next I distracted by the thoughts of everything I want to do to be ready in time for his…
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Get Here
16th October 2010 Someone asked me (thank you JuanCafe13) this question on Twitter earlier today, “What is the first thing you are going to say when you finally see him?” and my reply was, “Oh that’s easy…..I love you!” but since giving that swift reply I have been pondering the question some more. In case…
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Waiting….and Wanton Wednesday
10th November Waiting I can’t believe a whole week has gone by since I posted anything on my blog. To be honest with you it’s been a bit of a rollercoaster week, a broken down car, the stress of trying to find a replacement and the financial concerns that that brings, along with all the…
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The Present (Part 1)
12th October 2010 We have been apart for so long again, I am desperate to finally feel his touch but so far it has been denied me. I have been made to wait. Dinner was lovely, we had walked hand in hand through the hot summers evening and it felt such a relief to finally…
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I miss him!
19th July 2010 I miss him. I am used to living with my body missing him, the dull constant ache for his touch is something I carry with me all the time when we are apart but this weekend has been different, difficult and a new test for me and I miss him so. I…
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