Tag archive: missing him
Fingers Crossed
17th November 2011 He is gone. All I have to do is wait and he promises me he will be back. It is only a week, usually they zoom by, but I do have a funny feeling that this one is going to drag on a bit. I have a couple of things planned whilst…
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The Missing Piece
11th May 2011 I wonder if you have any idea how hard waiting is? This isn’t like waiting for a bus or a train and it is not even like waiting for a birthday or a holiday, the first two the waiting is fairly short-lived and the second two are made easier by time frames,…
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Shadows
9th April Sometimes the longing grabs me, strange moments when I am least expecting it. Today, a beautifully warm spring day, the sun pouring in through the half closed curtained windows of my bedroom, the peace of the afternoon filling the room with the distance sound of traffic and of birdsong, I looked for my…
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Belief!
24th February 2011 Here goes with some cherry popping. This is my first contribution to ‘The Writing Workshop’ which is a feature of Josie’s blog, Sleep Is For The Weak. (Not an erotic or adult site but I place I visit often. She is a talented writer, blogger, photographer and single Mummy) I have followed…
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February.
1st February 2011 Finally it’s here; I thought January was going to go on forever. The promise of a new month seemed to be constantly lurking ahead but tantalisingly out of reach for what seemed like an age. I think I January is the worse month of the year. It starts off, more often than…
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I want to go home.
11th January 2011 I have been mulling this post over in my mind all day today, the words have been buzzing around inside my brain but getting them down on paper has so far eluded me. For those of you who don’t know he has gone. We had 2 wonderful, glorious, fun filled and sex…
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Wanton Wednesday a week ago…..
1st December 2010 I wrote this post a week ago whilst travelling back from Paris on the Euro Star with him. I was thinking I should write a new post now, that this was last week and not now and then I decided against it, because when I wrote this, I was definitely wanton and…
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Waiting….and Wanton Wednesday
10th November Waiting I can’t believe a whole week has gone by since I posted anything on my blog. To be honest with you it’s been a bit of a rollercoaster week, a broken down car, the stress of trying to find a replacement and the financial concerns that that brings, along with all the…
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One More Day
16th August 2010 Holy hell in a bucket, I can’t believe I am writing another one of these. It seems like only yesterday when I wrote my first one on the return flight from Philadelphia back in April and then of course there was Vegas *sigh and now it’s Philadelphia again, or should I say,…
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A little ramble
13th August 2010 So it’s fast approaching, the end, again. I have a horrible feeling this will be far worse than time before. Just the thought of leaving his side makes the tears well in my eyes and my chest tighten with anxiety. He is so much part of me; I think it is going…
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