I have learnt something about myself in the last couple of days. Sir is away in America for work. I have been dreading this trip for months now but I decided that rather than worry about it I would put it from my mind and deal with when it happened. It can’t be that bad…
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23rd November 2011 I can’t resist it. No matter how much I try it won’t let me, it attracts my fingers like a magnet. It starts off with a light brushing over of my finger tips, anything to try to calm the ache, to make it stop just for a bit but all that does…
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20th November 2011 The other day I posted about having my Fingers Crossed but never my legs, however I omitted to mention that while Sir is away I have been put on strict orgasm denial. The night before he left he fucked my arse and then afterwards as I lay in his arms recovering from…
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17th November 2011 He is gone. All I have to do is wait and he promises me he will be back. It is only a week, usually they zoom by, but I do have a funny feeling that this one is going to drag on a bit. I have a couple of things planned whilst…
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18th July 2011 I am sitting here tonight full of thoughts and emotions about tomorrow. Finally the long distance chapter of our lives is coming to an end and when I wake in the morning I shall be heading off to the airport to bring him home. His arrival here will bring me home too,…
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13th July 2011 Oh I’ve been a bad girl While we’ve been apart Now I am in a twirl Is it too late to start? * Once that he is here with me The music I must face For task that I have let go free And forgetting of my place * I wonder should…
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9th July I have not forgotten you my lovely blog readers but the last few days since His VISA for the UK was issued have been packed full of planning, organising and much happiness which has meant that I have just not had the time to write. We submitted his application to the UK embassy…
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20th May 2011 A 30 Days Of Kink Post Right now, I would say I have a love/hate relationship with all things online. Don’t get me wrong, I love the internet, without it I would be even more isolated in my life than I am currently am. The life of a single parent does not…
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24th April 2011 Once upon a time there was a little subbie who searched high and low for her Easter egg. She searched in the bathroom, but all she found were wet towels, she searched in the bedroom but all she found was an empty bed, she searched in the kitchen but all she found…
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13th April 2011 The water is hot; it cascades over my body washing away the tears. I have cum for Him and now he is on his way to work and I am alone. For a moment I stand and let the water envelop me in its hot embrace, soothing my raw emotions with its…
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9th April Sometimes the longing grabs me, strange moments when I am least expecting it. Today, a beautifully warm spring day, the sun pouring in through the half closed curtained windows of my bedroom, the peace of the afternoon filling the room with the distance sound of traffic and of birdsong, I looked for my…
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28th March Fuck, bollocks, cunt, shit head, arse wipe, whore, bitching, cocksucker……*takes deep breath. Yes, he has gone again. I can’t believe it to be honest, one moment he is here and I am living this happy contented life by his side and then, bang, it’s Sunday and time to wave him off with a…
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18th March 2011 YES!!! It’s here, Fridayyyyyyyyyyyyyy! Can you tell I am happy about this? The last day of my torturous orgasm free week is finally here and I have decided that unlike Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday and the slowest of them all Thursday, Friday is going to zoom by. For a start it is going…
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28th February 2011 Do you sometimes think life has gone a little out of focus? Everything around you seems to be a little bit hazy or out of reach and your mind is a muddled mess of all the things you know you should be doing but somehow you never quite get round to any…
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24th February 2011 Here goes with some cherry popping. This is my first contribution to ‘The Writing Workshop’ which is a feature of Josie’s blog, Sleep Is For The Weak. (Not an erotic or adult site but I place I visit often. She is a talented writer, blogger, photographer and single Mummy) I have followed…
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