I have spent the last couple of months getting ready for this week. I have written all the Kink of the Week prompts and Sinful Sunday up until April and scheduled all the Sinful Sunday link pages too. I made sure to have plenty of images for Febphotofest and I have not taken on any paid writing work for the whole of February. So far so good. Everything has ticked long nicely whilst I lose my mind over Eroticon.
Yesterday Febphotofest came to an end. Hurrah, I had done it and despite it being challenge enjoyed it, then today I realise that it is Wicked Wednesday, there is a great prompt ‘One Man’ and I have jack shit time to devote to it and in a huge oversight nothing already written that I can post. Argghhhhh, what a complete an utter numpty.
I know what you are thinking; “Why not just skip this week, after all you have a lot on your plate and you already said you are losing you mind.” Indeed that does all sound like a very sensible plan and a much more sensible person than me would definitely do that but despite it sounds like the perfect solution it isn’t, because I have never missed a Wicked Wednesday, ever. Since Rebel started the meme I have joined in with every single week, sometimes following the prompt and sometimes doing my own thing but always linking in. It has become part of my blogging schedule and it is not one I am prepared to break. In order to keep me creating here in this space a long time ago I set myself minimum weekly goals which are that no matter what, no matter where I am, as long as I am alive and breathing I will post here twice a week; Wednesday’s and Sundays. For the most part I actually manage much more than that but they are my base thresholds and I have this weird and silly fear that if I miss one then everything will unravel and I won’t be able to put it back together again. I know, told you it was weird and silly and possibly but only maybe possibly a little bit of my OCD might be showing but there you have it.
I can’t not do this.
However I don’t have space in my brain today to sit down and write anything else but this rambling explanation as to why I am writing this ramble and why I can’t not write it. With me? Probably not although I suspect, or maybe that should say hope, that there might be some other bloggers out there who can relate to this little problem I have. If not, that is actually OK though, because I have always been me here on my blog, funny, sexy, flirty, dirty, slutty, sad, angry, confident, scared, worried, silly and many other things and this is just another part of what makes me, me!