17th March 2011
Thursday? Really, I mean really, are you sure it is only Thursday? Why oh why is this turning into the longest week ever? Not only is it still JUST Thursday but it’s not even lunchtime yet. This week is so frustrating in more ways than one. Firstly all the things I need to get done before he arrives are going to have be crammed into one day, tomorrow, and secondly I am turning into a jittering cum deprived wreck.
My pussy aches and I mean aches, ALL THE TIME and I can’t seem to keep my fingers off it either. It’s like picking a scab, itching an itch, pressing a bruise, I have to keep touching it, feeling it, fiddling with it, which for a brief moment seems to calm me down but actually in the long run every touch is just making it worse but I still can’t seem to stop.
Oh and let’s not mention the nightmare of choosing an outfit for Saturday. I spent the best part of 2 hours yesterday afternoon trying on various combinations of various undies and dresses and shoes etc, followed by a few photographs which when I transferred them onto my computer made me realised that what I thought I was going to wear in fact looked crap and so I was back to square one.
However, don’t panic, because due to the wonderful invention of the DVD player and a terrible Thunderbirds movie I was awarded some bonus Mummy time and was able to continue in the great clothes debate and finally make a selection that I am pleased with…… I think.
So I apologise if this post seems to be the rantings of a mad woman, all I can say in my defence is that orgasms help to keep me sane and this current torture is working its magic, I am slowly but surely being driven into a lack of orgasm insanity. You know what, he flight better not be delayed on Saturday, I might just have a total meltdown at Heathrow airport if it is. *Goes off to worry and fret about it all, and to play with her pussy…..yet again. Back soon!
ps…. The good news is that i have spent so long playing with my pussy this morning that as I post this it is now Thursday afternoon. Yay!