1st December 2010
I wrote this post a week ago whilst travelling back from Paris on the Euro Star with him. I was thinking I should write a new post now, that this was last week and not now and then I decided against it, because when I wrote this, I was definitely wanton and it was also definitely Wednesday. I was so happy when I wrote it that I thought I might explode, but then I am always happy when he is near me. He has gone home now and I am struggling through my feelings trying to find my happy place again. I admit, I have been feeling bereft, lost, sad and tearful and quite frankly it’s exhausting and I have no idea why the hell he would want me. I am letting Him down. I am sorry Sir, but I wrote this when you sat beside me and I was completely happy and whole and so for that moment, this post remains exactly as it was when I wrote it.
Just a quickie for Wanton Wednesday and this week it is delivered to you by a bad dirty little slut on the Euro Star from Paris to London. I have been inspired by some of the others lovely bad girls who post on the Wanton Wednesday to try to take some pictures in more, ummmm, public settings and today we have managed to take rather a few. The hotel lobby was a challenge, the man on the desk seemed determined to keep wandering around and then the damn camera kept going out of focus but the EuroStar was even more interesting. For some reason as we left our seats to go to the end of the carriage it seemed to trigger the rest of the carriage to do the same thing. However, patience paid off and pictures were taken. This one is just a teaser of those that will appear over the next few Wednesdays.