March 30th 2010
6 days to go……
Where is the excitement? It’s less than a week to go now, shouldn’t I be feeling something, nerves, apprehension, worry, happy, excitement, surely I should feel something? I have waited so very long for this and endured so very much to get to this point, yet right at this very moment I feel like I am just going through the motions. Maybe it’s just all too much to take it, maybe when I am finally on my way next Monday it will really sink in that it is happening, that the adventure is actually mine to have, not just to think and dream about. I know it is close yet for some reason it still seems to very far away.